Showing posts with label Frustration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Frustration. Show all posts

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Sittin' at Java Jacks... studying like crazy. Takin' a break to read my Bible and write my blog for y'all. So some back later and you can read what I wrote. I love y'all so much, I love this Bible Challenge. It makes me a happier ( much happier) perosn inside and out... except for today, because I have the worst headache in the world. But I'm still some-what cheerful. It IS my mom's birthday today...so.... see y'all soon!

Mwah!

Friday, January 22, 2010

Psychology

You know? I figured out why people go crazy i this world... PSYCHOLOGY, simply studying it makes me insane. It's so much to read in so little time... AND take notes! But hey, I did sign up for this. I have 4 more hours of studying left today. :D Then it's free time for Lanie!

I read Isaiah 1-6 this morning at about 12:40 before I fell asleep. I will re-read and post it this evenning at about 6. :D Love you guys!

See ya!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Today...Was...

This morning.. and I do mean EARLY this morning, I had an old friend of mine tell me I was white trash because I have a quote on quote mediocre job as a "cashier or dishwasher or whatever you are" (even though he cooks chicken in the back of chicken express) and go to a community college!? What in the world. At least I have a job that I somewhat enjoy and go to college unlike some people do or even can. Then he tried to say that my relationship with my fiance (2 years and goin strong) was crappy because we don't even know what the "married life" is. Heads up? He's not married either, he's engaged to someone he JUST started dating in September. I told him that I'm glad that me and Matt are a shotgun relationship. But any way all I was trying to to was stand up for my friend that he was talking trash about for no reason, and look where that got me?! What is this world coming to? You try to help someone out and you just get talked to like your trash for going to nursing school.

Then I slept like... eight hours, so refreshing... got up, cleaned the house, took a shower, ate a (you guessed it!) hotpocket! Then I played with the dogs, studied what the first classes this week will be about. Prayed, read my bible and went to town to wait in a car....for an hour...then I came back home to get my sister..

We went shopping!!

I got a new pair of tennis shoes and a new pair of flats! Which I am glad to say I am breaking in right as I'm typing!!!

Anyway, now I'm about to call my baby, take a shower, and call my baby again. Read a chapter in my Bible that isn't part of the Bible in a Year for today. I am so glad that I have God in my life. I don't know what it would be like in life without Him. Thank you Jesus! Thank you for dying for me.

I start class in the morning!!! I have to get up at 6 AM :D Straighten my hair, brush my teeth, put some eyeliner on, and get cute-ified. Night guys!

Lanie

Thursday, January 14, 2010

UGHHHHH!!!

My ex (one of many so u will never know which ex it is, trut me there are like 12..)  just decides he wants t drunk text me.. Who does that seriosly? He is saying how he misses my kisses and my hugs and stuff. I care because he's still my friend and I'm ccerned because he's drunk and moping, but I'm tryin toet on another subject because I am technically married now!  What do drunk people think? "Hey I'm gonna mess her life up a lil bit, throw some chaos in there.." Yeah, I think that's what they think.

He is so funny though. I've never had someone drunk text me before. It's hilarious haha! But I'm still a serious concerned friend. *BUST OUT LAUGHIN* Hahahaha!

I'm downloading music from 30 Seconds To Mars.. Pretty awesome! OMG he jsut text me again..

"oh, ok" - after I told him he didn't need to drive while he was drunk. (he wants to drive to come see me) Then he tried to tell me he wasn't drunk, even though he jsut told me he was, he's just not messed up enough to ot know what he's talking about. Guys.... if my fiance texted me saying this stuff I would go pick him up...but this is NOT my fiance!

There's a reason I left him. He just wasn't for me. There's someone else for him out there.

I should make a vow to listen to more music this year!! Yeah!!

Anyway.. As far as I know I'm out for tonight...

Lanie

PS: to top my week off I quit my job on Tuesday... so now i'm lookin for another job... anyone lookin to hire?